from forgiveness to compassion...

Hello to everyone once again

Just a short post today - sorry it's so late :p

Over the year and a bit since I became a Christian, since God grabbed a hold of me to be His child - I've had so many times when I've messed up and stuff. But God has always been there perfecting me and growing me.

Not only to be a better person, but also to know more of His love and forgiveness.
Whenever I get things wrong, it seems that every time God roots grace even deeper in me. Over time I've learn't so much more about how deep His love goes and about the intense compassion He has on me. I learn that there are many many areas where I am too weak to help myself or to see my God birthed aspirations come to life. God also roots in me a dependancy on Him - just like a baby is so completely helpless on it's own - so I am without God.

Through all of this I feel broken even more inside for other people. More than ever before I feel compassion for them where they are.
The other day I realised that what I want to impart to them... is only what God has shared with me. If I was to capture that it would be like this.

I would want to find someone who feels and thinks they are a complete loser. Someone who feels a failure, a reject, and looked down upon. Somene who's downtrodden and depressed.
- I'd get them and give them a massive hug

That's what I feel like God has done with me. And I want to let someone else know that God loves them in them same way.
I only feel so powerless to do that on my own. I can't soak someone in compassion to the point where they begin to cry. I know God can.
So I am driven into prayer for people - taking them to God and telling Him what is in my heart for them.
So here I am again - at God's feet once again - as always...
He is my God
He is who I turn to

Anyway - must go
God bless to you all