... feeling better already :)

Jesus You are so cool. All of about an hour (or so) later
I'm feeling a bit better already.

Just read around the last half of Revelation,
God is the best encourager - Jesus is coming soon...
He's coming for you and me - He's coming He's coming He's coming

He is my Salvation - Amen

....

Came back from church this morning... cried again.
God inists on loving me however rubbish my week was, and despite whoever's fault it was, even it it is mine (which it is).
You know what. It's such a relief to accept that i can actually do nothing at all, except follow God.
I cannot save anyone, make anyone a Christian, start a revival, or anything close.
Only God can do that.

So God, please if it's Your will, and because of Jesus (not because I deserve anything) would you do something really cool at school and save people and be really amazing like You always are.

God the passion is not mine. I have no energy left. Satan accuses me day and night. But You saved me...
Thank You.
It's up to You. If you use me then fine. If you don't then fine as well. Please bless school through me. I can't perform I can't pretend. This is what I pray. Thank You for hearing me. Thank You for loving me incessantly despite the idiot I am. I'm useless --- You are God
LORD God, Jesus. Help me to press on and not get dragged down by condemnation. Help me see your vision. And when I can't give me faith to hold on.

You are my everything
Jesus I LOve You
Amen Amen Amen
You are the Alpha and the Omega
My Saviour
Take me